May 31, 2020 The time to hesitate is through I’m in withdrawal. I ask myself, is it thirst? No. Hunger? No. Some vitamin deficiency? No. Alcohol? Cigarettes? Caffeine? No, no, no. I have…
May 30, 2020 A riot of our own Bastille Day is July 14th. It’s the French national holiday. It is the day that the French working class, sick and tired of being…
May 30, 2020 No hard feelings Most nights, I rest well. I fall asleep to podcasts on astronomy or this audiobook Behave I’ve been listening to over and over. Sometimes…
May 24, 2020 These days I’m at SFO sitting in a fun swivel chair with my feet up, listening to Mark Ronson’s Version album. I don’t know when the switch went…
May 24, 2020 It’s just a jump to the left I’m sitting outside, the first and last night spent by my sister Andrea’s pool. We spent time in it today. The weather was great….
May 21, 2020 Trolls I have one, which is weird. It doesn’t make me feel anything but perplexed that someone would take time to heckle me…more than once….
May 21, 2020 Fight the power When I was in high school, our biology book had this picture in it (or something similar). And for IB Biology we had to…
May 20, 2020 Help! I met someone in 2018. It shouldn’t work. It’s impossible. But I feel this connection to him. It’s cosmic. He understands me better than…
May 19, 2020 The power of love (or sex…whatever) Teen sex was fun for me. That’s the great thing about losing your virginity to a friend with no emotions involved. It meant there…
May 18, 2020 No sleep til…Brooklyn I feel a little broken tonight. It’s taken so much out of me. I just want someone to come and tell me they will…
May 15, 2020 El fukú y la zafa Curses are tricky things. They come on in ways you don’t see. They don’t seem like curses until you are in the middle of…
May 14, 2020 When the party’s over My goal with Instagram is to learn how to tell stories, even made up ones, in novel ways. I’m not there for the vanity….
May 13, 2020 Just my imagination (running away with me) It’s warm outside today, but there’s a bit of a breeze and plenty of shade on this porch. And the far sounds of the…
May 13, 2020 To the next boy I fall in love with: a primer Hi, so you’re the guy, huh? Interesting. It’s funny because I tend to have a type, and you’re nothing like it. I don’t think…
May 10, 2020 Listen to your heart: advice to you when you feel stuck I’m here in Tucson. I have a flight out, for now at least. I don’t know if I should extend my stay or go…
May 6, 2020 Oh Lord, won’t you buy me a Mercedes-Benz I have accepted the 10 Days of Birthday Gifts challenge from no one in particular. My birthday is June 15th, and with shipping the…
May 6, 2020 Good vibrations–autism and woo woo Autism, women and the woo woo. This. Is. Brilliant. Why don’t I look strangers in the eye? It’s super intimate. I’m not less sensitive….
May 6, 2020 Into the mystic Tonight, I am listening to punk music and remembering every boy I ever crushed on for knowing how to skate or play guitar or…
May 5, 2020 Even the world needs a rest Listen. Ten times. View this post on Instagram #Repost @oranicuhh with @get_repost ・・・ had some shit to address. “my whole mood is blown” out…
May 5, 2020 Momma told me not to come Ok, so here’s the real twisted shit, but first, a little backstory. When I was in high school, I was chum. I was what…
May 5, 2020 Hang on in there I have accepted the 10 Days of Birthday Gifts challenge from no one in particular. My birthday is June 15th, and with shipping the…
May 5, 2020 Stayin’ Alive I have accepted the 10 Days of Birthday Gifts challenge from no one in particular. My birthday is June 15th, and with shipping the…
May 2, 2020 Ode to my favorite pair of jeans ever I was 15 when we metYou, a size Junior 13 pair of Arizona brand jeans from JC PenneyWhen I left a pen in you…
