August 26, 2020 But I know better I want to write about this in a way that is honest. You need to know that I knew better from the first night…
August 24, 2020 I am thinking it’s a sign I’m sorry, but this is going to be a mish mash of a million things that only came to light today in their totality…
August 22, 2020 A new name for everything You asked for a pseudonym, so you got one. Voldemort…he who must not be named…but we’ll just go with V. I’m not sure I…
August 18, 2020 The Pauls and the Johns I’m a pragmatist. And a believer in hope. These things lead me to look toward the future. I know the past well enough…I’m much…
August 12, 2020 Higher ground My stomach hurts in the same way it did in third grade when I forgot to do my homework and got saddled with a…
August 10, 2020 All day and all of the night On the train and thinking. My most cherished quality I have about myself is my tenacity. I don’t give up. Not in goals and…
August 8, 2020 Ready to go Michael’s bar mitzvah was the event of summer 1992. His parents rented out the banquet hall at La Paloma and people flew in to…
August 8, 2020 Send it out into the blue I can’t help but think of my mom. It isn’t the same but it’s as close as anyone’s ever gotten. ——————– I got the…
August 8, 2020 Good Those last times With the men I’ve known When we knew it was good bye And not just so long They’ve had time to…
August 6, 2020 You didn’t know me when I don’t know where I’m going with this, but it’s here so I should examine it. Cynicism isn’t really my strong suit. I don’t…
August 6, 2020 Kindness View this post on Instagram The ever glorious and wonderful Emma Thompson reads “Kindness” by Naomi Shihab Nye. Emma would like to dedicate this…
August 6, 2020 Please don’t bend Last night was a deep dive into 2016-2017 when I was figuring things out and everything was so very messy. I couldn’t keep my…
August 4, 2020 Wicked Game The most awful thing I ever did, I did by accident. May 2, 2016: I went to a Posies show at R Bar in…